Crazy Heart

Shit....

i walk in shadow of my own

walk around in limbo world

sun in night

moon in day

wrong is right

right is wrong

make me sick

you throw me

into this shit

with your whisper

make me soft as jelly

singing mellow song

stop the crap

i want my life back

my brute life

when i enjoyed in my own world

spent all day

with my shit

you steal my world

and make me

crazy heart

just take me away from this madness

Lord give me your hand

shine my world again

and save me from this Eternal

Bleed

this blood still warm

spill out from tender flesh

and the smell stab the air

you stab me

again and again

is enough already

i try to bare it as long as i can

but this is too much

when i try to heal my wounds

and prevent the anger inside this broken chest

i got some whisper

and tell me

that you're bleeding too

more worse than me

bleed that can never be erased

and stop by time

bleed inside the heart

the worst ever

and is not about love

that something more

bleed inside the heart....

UnderDog

sometimes i walk with

the wealth folks

sometimes i walk with

the poor one

i have to learn life

from both

of them

how to survive and

face the world

and mixed

it with my own way

to become the king

you must start

from lowest outsider

from nothing to something

from enforcer to Don

that's me now

the underdog kid

learn how to be

Timber Wolf

Fallen

Yesterday world is cold and empty

like field of ice

no sun,no shine

people dying

no hope

no future

tonight come fallen star

answer pray from dying people

answer a little hope in their heart

in frozen mouth

in empty eyes

a little fire brake

the shield of ice

give some wind

in drowning boat

there is always hope

we just only open our eyes

open our heart

and see the world once again

Fallen son: The boy who fall

one day,the boy running in the fields
the boy falls in the hole
no one help
no one know

the boy cry

the boy bleeding

until the night come

the boy not feel pain

anymore

he climbs the hole

but failed

he try agains

and agains

but he never surrenders

to see his home

to see his family

he must life

and back to his family

until the break dawn

and erase the cold night

Whisper

Yesterday was fairy tale
my dreams come true
i spent my day with my sister
we laugh together
in land of dream
till...

i see dark clouds
i hanging in giant iron
i feel ripe out
my chest slashed into piece
i can't breath
and i heard whisper
he said he angel
and he knows me
when he whispers
the air feels so cold

and gloom
i see my mother
my family
and the whole of my life
just like scene from memory

round in my eyes and my mind
is creep when whispers sound in my ears
cold and gloomy....

Remuk

Hari itu aku tak pernah berharap bertemu kau...
Kau terus memperhatikanku dengan bola matamu yang bulat
dari kejauhan itu terlihat seperti lampu horizon
menerangi kapal yang hilang arah
tanpa kusadari kau menjeratku
dengan senyummu
dengan tawamu
bisikanmu saat itu
membuatku gila
seperti morphin meracuni otakku
membutakan aku dengan bisamu
luka ini semakin perih saat kau menghancurkan mimpi yang kau bangun

dan aku yang mulai terbuai didalamnya
saat aku belajar untuk mengerti dirimu
apa maumu
saat ini semua sudah remuk
remuk...

dan aku belajar menyusun semua serpihan yang tersisa
dan remuk ini..
seperti janjiku saat melihat malaikat dihari yang kelabu itu
apapun yang terjadi aku akan tetap berjalan meskipun tubuh dan pikiran ini remuk
ya remuk.....

when you look me in the eye

Yesterday...I live my life without any perception
Without any hope
It just flow to the stream
But yesterday i meet you
i see your eyes
you see mine
i see sorrow in your round eyes
i heard you whisper on me
like blow of gentle wind
your tender voice flirt me
your eyes crush me
your face stab me
Oh shit...
Now i falling on your bare foot
Fill my day with your shiny smile
and when you look me in the eye..
there's something more...